graduating photo

someone told me that my classmates take photo of graduating.




i feel i am so far with they.
in fact,
they often are the terrible nightmare of my dream.
so often, i hate all the dream about.....
i dont want to come back to school.

to 510

i will leave away thailand on 11/1.

and then,
i will go to combudia(3~5 ), vietnam(20) and lao(7~10) for one month.

in this period,
i will "call" your cell phone in 2~3 days,
dont catch them, please.

if you lose my news over 10 days........find some way to find me.

however,
those three countries are unconvinient for internet or "full-bottery of cell phone".
no matter,
i will try my best to keep in touch with you!

to 517

看過你的blog一篇文章，
卻只能看一兩篇而已，
大概是因為太久沒念書，
幾乎只聽講破碎的英語和中文，閱讀能力驟減許多。

"唉，能夠讀書也真是好的。能夠沒有半途放棄也是好的。"
一串"資源回收"的焦慮後，瞅到這句的小結，有股震撼。
這篇暑期田野求助記，
大概是我認識你以來，見過你最青春洋溢的一面了。


看到你留的文。
其實一直困惑，
即使旅行確確實實地讓自己的接受度和忍耐力變大，
然而，
依舊時時刻刻地感受到，
彷彿別人的眼睛始終盯著我，
不是善意的，不是期待的，
那些不知名的眼神，平凡狹小，並且邪惡。


即使多少感覺到自己藉由旅行施展開來，
但那盯著我瞧的眼神的狹小.....，
由於我也同樣地狹小，所以戒慎恐懼。

有些結，我還是打不開。

太過分了

我: 你去看我的部落格

glay: 丟網址給我

東南亞

目前行程更改為11/2以後離開泰國，
到其他東南亞國家去。

寮國，越南，柬埔寨，馬來西亞，新加坡

本來要跟中國女孩去印度，
可是時間喬不太上。


只剩兩個月了，
總覺得玩的時間不夠，不想如期回台灣了。

我好想去印度啊!!!

乘木筏掉到水裏頭

參加的trekking是熱門觀光行程，
基本上沒有甚麼危險，所以才參加。

木筏應該也不會太危險，
救生衣不夠，
導遊說絕對不會掉到水里，所以沒關係。

可是，我掉到水裡去了。

重點不是木筏危險，
是划船的都是十四十五歲的少年，
我坐的那艘船，
划船的人技術不太好，
所以坐在船尾才會一直被樹枝打到。

媽咪傳簡訊來說，水火無情。

我又再度被當成是女同志了

在曼谷，



連離開台灣，還是再度被認為是女同志。
現在也沒有向以前一樣那麼在意了，
只是，很疑惑自己到底是哪些行徑，因而散發出哪些氣質?

泰國的日本餅乾

我希望回台灣的時候還有錢，
在泰國買日本餅乾回台灣吃。

泰國除了民生基本需求比較低以外，
很多東西都已經比台灣還貴。

可是，日本品牌一堆的餅乾，都超級便宜。
pocky只要15泰銖，十袋裝的小熊餅乾70泰銖。
好好吃好好吃，在台灣都捨不得買這些品牌的餅乾。

我一定要帶一大堆餅乾回台灣。

目前人在泰國北方邊界mae-sa-long

mae-sa-long與其說是泰國村落，不如說是中國鄉村。


二次世界大戰時期，
一群國民黨軍"93師"，從雲南頻頻撤退到泰國邊境，
因為國共分裂，不被雙方政府承認。
這批軍力後來幫忙泰國邊境人民對抗泰共，被收編為泰國人民。

因此村落"美斯樂"，
幾乎是由這批撤退的中國雲南國軍及後裔組成。
以中文和雲南話為主，老壯年人還不一定會說泰文。

此地居民不多，又離山下要兩三個小時的車程，
因此要上山來是隨機湊到七個人才能上山，否則就得包車400銖。

為了到達這裡，我昨天等了六個半小時的車，
等不到，只好先到泰緬邊界mae sai去住了一晚。
今天等了兩個小時，一直被一群司機用中文強迫喊價，非常不舒服，
本來想放棄了，加上這兩天左上眼皮一直跳個不停，
正在找往清萊的公車，正好遇到一台湊滿七個人的車。
加上遇到一個美斯樂的女孩帶著我坐車轉車，
所以好幾個小時的舟車勞頓後，終於到了。

已經決定在這裡待個幾天。

此地山鑾連綿而僻靜，
只有一條主要道路彎彎曲曲，起起伏伏的貫穿，
住宅和店家幾戶稀落地分布。雜貨店有好幾家。

住的民宿"新山"，一晚50泰銖。
老闆看起來三十出頭，可已經50來歲，
他在台灣念書工作了三十年，三年前剛回來接下父母親的家業，
整個人還很有台灣local的氣質，台語比我還輪轉。
很親切，房間雖然簡單但很乾淨舒適，
剛剛小睡一會，感覺像是回到家媽咪每次鋪的床。

下午老闆丟了中文版的世界日報給我看，
現在電視在播趙少康的政論節目，
我又看到陳水扁先生了，馬上心情變差!!!!

電影 stardust星塵傳奇

在曼谷的mbk華納威秀看了這部片。


非常不好看。

my english...

koreans and holand people appreciated me , "your english is good."


but in fact,
my english is so poor, hahha.

i trekking with a couple of england for three days.
one day,
we stayed in a villege which have two house,
one for tourists, one for locel family.

i ask they a question.
the girl misunderstand my sentence becasuse of my poor english.
her boyfriend found and laugh at her.
she get a little bit angry.... and then fight with het boyfriend.

i am really sorry.

i falled in river

i joined the trekking tour for three day in chiang-mai.
we climbed high moutains for several hous a day,
stayed in remote villeges and took the "wood boat".


it is really fun.
terrible toilets, simple people and delicious food.
i become heavier after trekking......i eat a lot.


at last day, we took a "wood boat".
three passengers shared a boat.
the diver has a pretty bad skill, i think.
i was beat by a branch of wood aound rivers for times.

the most terrible moment,
i attacked by several thin branch of trees in seconds.
a last one, a big big branch, which i cant pass safely.
i was beaten by tree, turned a big circle on boat and then falled in river.

i cant do nothing but try my best to keep in calm.
the level of water is as high as my neck.
but it is too sudden to stand up.
i waved my arm and try to catch something....

i touched the boat soonly and climbed it by myself.
(what is wrong with the driver? )
thanks to god!
i only lose my glasses.
the girl,who took same boat with me, caught my slipers for me.

after other tourists knew what happened to me,
they said "terrible!!!!!","oh! are you all right!!"...etc with scared appearance to me.
but i feel prrety silent and not sad.
before traveling, i must scared and sad for long.

however,
i am so slient that i find what a terrible thing i met!!!
we took the local and simple boat without "safe dress".
and the river is very very rush!
if i didnt catch the boat at first time....no one can save me,
i must die.

sorry to daddy and mommy.
i am too not careful.
and i spend 2100 thai money to get a new glasses in two hours.

i am safe now.
but i seems get a sick again because of drinking the river water.

dear 510,
tell daddy and mommy to pray in temple for thanking god, please.

i falled in river

510

dear sisiter:

can you send me a e-mail to my hotmail box?

at my last day of being czech,
i met three woman who came from taiwan.
after they know i didnt take any photo of myself,
they try their best to take a lot of photo for me in short hours.

because i will come home after three month,
one of them is willing to send the files to you.
(they travel for one month,so maybe you will get lately.)
therefore, i need your mail.
after you get it....
maybe you can select some photo,
and "wash them our" to show daddy and mommy.
ok?
if so, they can see me without turing the computer on.
(i ever try to wash photo in thailand and czech,
but the price is very high.....per photo nt:25 or 42)

see you!

to 510

dear sister:
i decide to stay in thailand for one month,
and then, go to malaysia and singapore.
if i have fellow travelers,
i will went to combudia,
if no, i will not go,
because it is really dangerous out of highsight.

the oversea call fare of thailand is more expensive than czech.
and my budget is limited,
so i cant call home so often.

see you!

to kingkong

you are also being hard working,
although you feels upset or............

you know,
i always think,
my biggest prolem is,
i cant do things when i cant understand why sould i do it?

so i am lost for long long time aleady and no growing.

i do think,
you are hardwork for your mission,
although you think you are pushed.
at least, you are forward and doing something.

heavier or thiner?

i am somtimes heavier , sometimes thiner.
my weight is up to my bedget.
dont sak me about this question anymore!
i always am afraid of your kind blame"s" and remination"s".....

i am thinner a little, just a little.

i will be as good as you guys

i want to and will be as good as you guys.


i often think of you guys,
easpecially when i walk on the town ,which is called kalovary very.
in this moment,
i hope i will be as rich as you guys.
(all you are in "rich future" department ).
because, i expect that,
we can visit the beautiful country together someday.
all together!

everyone is so busy now.
although, i miss you and want to meet you guys on msn.
i do still be happy for your hardworking.

i was a bad student and friend.
but i will try my best to do well.

i want to and will be as good as you guys.
because i want to be your friend forever.

if i travel around southeast asia

after i pay fare of visa and transport.....
i only have 220 budget for bed and meals a day.....



now, i live in bankok.
a super simple hostel, single room is 170 per night.
and a japan man tell me i sould kill the price.

last night, i drink voda coke with three japan men.
they looks like three university students,
but in fact, all they are old adults. (28 30 38 years old.)

the oldest one, is hard to understand for me.
he drinks two beer and smoke a lot, even touching the girl boss of bar.
(bar is beside road, we seat on the simple chair and use chair as table.)
but when we talk about the traditional famous figure of japan,
he adds a short explaination to the name.( he dont join our talking at first.)
moreover, he prints me the cartton picture of do-la-a-mon,
and tell me why we call it do-la-a-mon.

the youngest one is very honest and simple man.
he seldom drink and no smoking.
after drinking one voda coke, he is dizzy and sleepy already.

although the three men are totaly different ,
they standard japan figures, no matter face or personality.
maybe, my description seems sound a little bit dangerous.
but, i do happy to meet different kind of japaness.
(my third short meeting with japaness in travel.)

in bankok,
it seems dangerous, not because of the country or people.
when i walk in popula night market,
i think,this is because, un-balances authopargy power between foreiners and thai people.
foreiners take a lot of money.
their behaviors are so crazy and uprepectable to thailand culture...here...

for me,
foreiners is really dangerous.....and extremly suck...
because of their desire, the land and people become so stronge.

i am not sad for thailand, because it is strong for life.

10/4, i arrive at tailand already

today, i arrive at tailand already.


when i see tailand in first eyes, i do love it already.
it is really different lifestyle with europe or taiwan.
a strong life energy, i think.

travel seems be more dangerous and unsure for me.
most important thing is that, price of tailand is not as cheap as my imaging.
i cant pay the price for gift.
............i think, i do be too poor, haha.

i want to travel southeast asia, but i am planing.
(solider killed a lot of buda monk in burma....
it is so terrible... i saw it in picture of duestch newspaper and ask from a germany. )

why?

why i send postcard to my mommy or teacher,
they get postcard in 7 days.

but oa's department is slower?



oa, thank you a lot.