days are still long

more 32 days, i still have.


because two hostels i ever stay,
always lie me that they must keep the cheaper room for me next day,
but they dont and force me to stay in expensive room again and again.
for my personal principle insisting,
i take my heavy luggage to search another guest house.

two days ago,
i ever tell wei that, "i have "only" 5 weeks and begain to go shopping."
however,
today, luggage is so heavey that i find 32 days is not as short as my imagine.

i feel i am lonely,
because i cant feel all your existences beside me anymore.
i seem forgot you guys long time ago.
however,
all you are putted in my deeper mind with a pure link and trust.
in the same time,
i feel my inter-world is wider, too.

last night,
i got the massege from metallica,
he said, "everyone seems to disappear"(because of being busy).
at this moment,
i hope i am beside to all you guys and my family.
now, i trust myself can do something for you.who are terribly busy in graduated school.
but sorry, i am not beside you.

i miss you and look forward to the day we meet.